Deadline = Deadmeat

December is my busiest month of the year. I wanna do so much but have so little time... and i spent the last five days feeling so lousy because i cannot come up with anything great. Now that deadline line is here i'm really scared-stressed-sick again. Its like i'm forced to squeeze water out of a super dry stone time and time again. I'm deadmeat this time.

Sometimes i really think that as a designer, my happiness is most of the time tied up with my work, so if i'm not doing great work, I'm not going to be happy.

:(